For the dick challenge.

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Thought I’ll re-upload my creativity.

Teeks X

The real crisis.

drop the knife

I really didn’t want to touch on such a topic, but this really needs to be addressed sooner rather than later so if you didn’t know the last few weeks there has been a continuous amount of stabbings, sexual assaults, unprovoked attacks and so much more in the streets of London than any other place in the UK, don’t get me wrong I have noticed other places but London will be my top focus for now.

I know no matter how much I write or physically talk in this situation it won’t change but maybe it will give you and others around you an insight to think about the sickening acts that are taking place upon our streets every single day it needs to be stopped.

In the newspapers or on social media for the last 4 weeks it’s actually reached its peak, families being torn apart, teenagers dying, children as young as five carrying weapons, I’m hearing more and more ‘wrong place, wrong time’

It’s easy for me to type ‘It needs to be stopped’ but this fiasco that is taking place in this city needs to be addressed properly and through, but really how much more can be done? We’ve upped our police force, checks are done in areas on a daily, weapon bins are in place, the public are even doing marches around these attacks.

A recent March was held which started from Hackney and ended in Islington the demonstrators was calling for an end to the knife and gun crime, but unfortunately, a few hours after there was another murder where a 17-year-old died. FIFTEEN murders later will these cold blooded murders stop? In my opinion of course not, fifteen murders later and these people with knives known as ‘shanks’ stuffed in their leg, down trousers in their side bag will always carry these weapons, I know people that carry myself, people that live in my area and many people that I know live in London, my question always is “WHY?” and the same response I get is “I’m protecting myself” but protecting yourself from who? So you’re protecting yourself by carrying yourself what if when your waltzing about somewhere and you see an enemy known as an ‘Opp’ you both lay eyes on each other both go for the attack and the other person pulls out first, the last thought that will go through someone’s head will be “oh fuck I’m dead now” damn right you’ll be dead or suffering serious injuries in A & E.

Once upon a time in my thoughts I wanted to have a family but now I don’t want it, in this world no thank you, staying alive for some people is a constant battle, actually for anyone it’s a struggle, you could be a normal person go to work, come home, minding your own business, don’t really get involved with people, next day you’re on your way to work get caught up in the middle of some gang drama someone chases you down ends up murdering you in broad daylight and your life is finished, then it will be another case of “wrong place wrong time”. First of all what the fuck is ‘wrong place wrong time’ how can you be in the wrong place especially when you’re actually meant to be there, what’s wrong with right place right time, it’s not your business if people want to rubbish in the places you end up.

One thing I just find berserk is weapon bins, it’s really a 50/50 situation some people will find a weapon and dispose of it but how the other half live that weapon ain’t going in the bin, it will end up in someone else’s chest, leg, heart, through their shoulders, okay you get my point it will end up everywhere where it ain’t meant to be. I really thought knives were for chopping vegetables or cutting up meat the same knives I see in my kitchen are the same knives I see on road, actually, I’ve seen some crazy weapons them zombie knives where I’ll expect to see in a video game are actually real. Don’t get it twisted these bins have done justice in just under a year over 3,700 weapon sweeps have been conducted, over 800 weapons have been recovered, hundreds of shops including off licenses have been visited with trading standards to see if they’ve been selling weapons to underage people luckily enough over 1500 people were arrested including 243 for possessing a knife or an offensive weapon.

The number one problem we face is gang culture, not just in London but everywhere, people tend to go around in groups not all groups are gang related but a lot of them are.

The music scene has a huge influence on what is going on, I know people rap about where they’ve come from, how they’ve grown up etc…that’s fair enough but some rap I’ve heard they bring names into it, family members, postcode wars is a thing now and always will be, there are certain parts in London I won’t go to alone, not because I’m scared but because how I grew up knowing the area it’s the complete opposite. I’ve been in so many group chats over the past two years and some people wouldn’t even join because there was an ‘Opp’ in the chat, I’ve seen so many arguments go on people will give all the talk in the world but when it’s time to fight no one would be on it.

Over time I’ve listened to music where I’ve found certain messages dug so deep within them, so I’ll list a few that I listen too hopefully you can find the true meanings of these songs.

Kannan – Grime
TE Dness – Behind bars
Villa – Tryna make it
Teks Sinatra – Letter to my unborn
Trapz – Nothing ain’t sweet
Showkey – Letter to M- Dot
Case – These days
Malachi – 8th November
Kojo Funds – My 9ine
Kano- Imagine
Dolo Brassi ft Gully – Round here

I’m a real music fan I mostly listen to drill, bashment, r&b, trap, and grime, but drill and grime are my scene for sure, more time I’ll be spitting all these bars from the songs and I’ll rap them for days on end, but after a while I really do start to deep the lyrics and most of the times I really think “shit den” because at that moment I realise what the hell I’m saying and what these people are actually talking about for example the other day I was listening to Lil uzi’s song “push me to the edge, all my friends are dead” I was proper jumping about singing it all and I really paused because it’s such a sad song most of these artists must be generally depressed to be saying lyrics like these, because deep it people are dying every day I remember a year ago there was some argument on one of my group chats and someone said ” People are dying everyday b, I’ve seen some of my boys die in front of me” Honestly that one line killed me because I’ve said it like 20 billion times already but I’ll say it again it’s a cold world, I really think “It is what it is”. The younger generation love to beef including me, not to the extent where I’ll go out of my way to end someone’s life because I always think these people have families at the end of the day, I wouldn’t want to kill someone and then I’ll be seeing the same four walls for the rest of my life that’s defiantly not my dream in life, I see parents cry nearly every day on the news because their little girl or boy has died from another vicious attack and has died, you people need to think of the bigger picture, go in and out of prison looks very boring.

The sentences I see some of these murderers get are ridiculously short, in the UK they say you’ll get ‘life’ life to our courts are just ridiculous banter so if you murder someone it will start from 15 years onwards, how can someone take a life from an innocent person and not get locked away themselves for life, the only reason I agree with America and their life sentences, is because they mean what they say, in these American prisons you’ll see the same 4 walls for the rest of your eternity, don’t get me wrong I know a lot of people are falsely accused of what they’ve done and they end up spending time inside ‘reflecting’ on something they haven’t done that’s cold, and then they start ‘reminiscing’ on what life used to be like but I’ve really learnt it is what it is. If you’re reading this don’t come back to me and say “that’s not fair” listen darling life isn’t fair, I used to believe everything happened for a reason but it’s clearly all getting out of control that quote every time I see or hear it I just disregard it honestly because, being murdered, raped, kidnapped isn’t an “everything happens for a reason” type situation.

The only people that can change the streets is us as a community, the government and the rest of the services included can try and enforce as much force and new tactics as they want but without us complying with them nothing will make a change for the better, it will certainly go downhill. The first week of May saw officers sprawled out across London, hunting for knives, doing stop and searches, searching cars, sweeping across back alleys, housing estates and parks within them searches officers hauled in 300 knives and made 393 arrests in 7 days. The only thing I found weird is they did all these checks on a certain race and that was the black race, I was watching a few videos and they would stop young and old people and conduct these searches, I didn’t find this fair at all because any race can attack and do indiscernible damage but on the other hand the black race I’ve noticed do the most damage on each other like I’ve said in my previous blogs the black lives matter movement didn’t last very long it disappeared within a few months, I hardly hear about it anymore anywhere, why on earth would you attack your own race we’ve been through enough together we’ve fought to get rights for 100’s of years and we finally got them, we’ve been through slavery, Rosa Parks, Martin Luther King, Nelson Mandela plus loads more recognisable people fought for us they got knocked several times but they never stopped in what they believed in, this violence needs to stop! Weapons don’t need to be carried, what is the point like really what the fuck is the point, why can’t it go back to the old times where people only had their bodies to fight with like fists, I’d rather be trained in karate and be able to stick up for myself rather than taking out a weapon and destroying several lives and your own in the process, once you’re inside your track record has begun, there might be a few occasions people come out and want to turn their life around, but let’s be totally honest no one would want to employ an ex-criminal it’s highly unlikely, yeah maybe you want to change but what would you expect to walk out and get the same treatment before this criminal lifestyle, some employers might give you the time of day but others will not flick an eyelid. Just keep in thought “if you do the crime you’ll certainly do the time”.

No matter what’s going on in your life shouldn’t result in a negative affect towards someone else’s, it’s the weirdest things that will result in something so big like a slight look could really jerk someone, how you act, who you hang around with, who your family are, all these factors strangely enough cause unwanted arguments that can later over time spew into a rather large disturbance.

The one spending cut the government has put a cut on is the youth service budget around 28 million pounds has been taking away over the last five years, at least 457 youth workers lost their jobs and over 36 youth centres have been shut down. That’s what I find abnormal the youth are more on the streets than anything I’m not saying everyone would’ve liked going to a social club but it would be a start for them at least, there are people at these centres that have probably been in the same position as you or know people in a similar situation they can help you and more importantly they’re an opening ear.

Words of my own

Within knife crimes on the streets it really needs to settle down now I know it won’t stop 100% because believe me that’s impossible, but really if you’re found in a possession of a knife you could face a sentence of 5 years it doesn’t matter if you don’t have the intention of using it but if it’s on your person then expect a sentence, self-protection is not an excuse to carry a weapon can we all just remember that there is no ‘safe’ place to stab someone if you do it in the heart the person could lose all their blood within one minute, if you stab in the leg or the arm you could puncture an artery and this results in another death over what you think is a minor cut. Knife crime can affect anyone not just people in gangs but innocent bystanders like I said before a normal person can get caught up in other people’s disputes they can really suffer because of this and face serious injuries or fatal casualties, if your friends are carrying and an argument occurs if a knife is pulled out to someone and that someone dies you’ll go down as well for it as it is now known as ‘joint enterprise’ by carrying any weapon yourself you’re more likely target for someone else as situations can get out of control rather quickly. Knives are the most common weapon used in killings of young people, if you have a criminal record please just take into consideration that you most probably won’t be able to travel anywhere, for example, America, they don’t want you or your criminal self in their country, neither do Canada or Australia, and because of your stupid decision you might not be accepted into college, university or even get a job.
Does no one think of the families? The families that grow up with their kids, cherish moments with them, laugh, cry, talk about adulthood, talk about them wanting children and so on and who knew that your child, your sister, brother, cousin, nephew, niece could be here today and within a blink of an eye be completely gone the next day, imagine having to grieve for someone by them being killed by a weapon rather than dying naturally. Imagine getting that knock on the door and the police stood in front of you saying “I’m sorry ….. has died” I can’t even imagine the feeling and I’ll never want to either. When I see someone carry a weapon I honestly just think you’re so weak a whole weapon really? Bitch use your hands God gave you arms and legs for a reason go to karate or kickboxing if you want to scuffle with someone do it but don’t go overboard and kill them, I’d rather get done for head butting someone rather than outright killing them.

Some of you lot have time and I mean TIME want to go through all of this for what? Really for what? You ruin your life other people’s lives, get yourself a record, once you have that record it’s there with you for life, like forever and ever and a day, no getting rid of it, no wonder the older generation call the younger generation dumb because we think we know it all, when we don’t well actually some of us do, but you lot who carry weapons know nothing you’re all stupid.

No weapons equals better lives, I’ve heard so many songs where people rap or sing about someone that’s died, I’ve seen so many ‘ go fund me’ pages where people have died young, even though I say life is not fair, this isn’t fair these people are not choosing to die, you’re deciding for them.

Can you just stop and think about you’re doing for one minute, what do you want out of life? This isn’t GTA for you to be running around reckless killing each other, this is real life this isn’t a game, if that’s what you want to do turn on your gaming console and do that in your virtual life not in the real world, in this world there are consequences unlike GTA you get chased around by the cops for a few seconds and get away or they shoot you, you die and magically respawn like ten seconds later, like I said this is real life once you’re dead you’re dead, there’s no such thing as respawning, and really you can’t run away from the police because how they conduct searches here and find out evidence is quick, so you can run now but you can’t and won’t hide forever.

Now time for me, to be honest, I actually have no idea how much sense this blog has made as I wrote like one new paragraph per week, I started this blog like a month ago maybe more than that and I had it all in my head what I wanted to write and when it came down to typing it, I magically got memory loss, I’ve realised the title has lost its meaning as this was a ‘real crisis’ like a 2 months ago it still kinda is but we’re now looking at terrorist attacks but that’s a story for another day.

 Thank you to everyone that has supported me from the beginning it hasn’t gone unnoticed as I see all your comments that you write to me even though most times I don’t reply I’m very overwhelmed and thankful for how far it has come, I’m going to start a new segment very soon which will be unpopular opinions and trust me I have a lot of those, so keep reading and don’t forget to tell a friend to tell a friend about me.

I’m out for now
Teeks X

Broken Families.


Within what I write here I will be telling a story about parts of my life, which deeply affected me as a person but it has made me so much stronger as time goes by.

No one person that came from a broken family is the same.

A broken family doesn’t just mean divorce, it could be a death, abuse or even neglect.

With me, it was divorce and neglect, my parents separated when I was just 5 years old, sometimes I wish they were together longer but as I grew up I knew it wasn’t healthy. I still remember the day clearly when he left, he dropped me off at infant school and then when I came home everything was gone, the TV was the only thing I was stressed about, I couldn’t watch TV for a good few weeks, but the turmoil we were left in was unbearable! I’m good at hiding emotion but when it’s my time to cry, lord of mercy I will cry.

It’s been 14 years since the divorce and it still affects me deeply till this day, I have no trust whatsoever some words people say I hate it, like “I promise” these two words bug the hell out of me because they’re not true, imagine being told that you’ll be picked up at 7 pm Saturday night having your bags packed waiting by the window and hours and hours go by then no one turns up, not even a phone call saying sorry, most weekends I’ll go to bed crying, hurting and most importantly disappointed.

From the age of 5 to about 14 I would find some hope that I would go to my dad’s but 99% out of 100% I was let down, don’t get me wrong I saw him on an odd occasion here and there but not enough that’s where I felt neglected. The other words that got to me were ” I’ll never let you down” Well them words went soaring out the window because I was let down continuously it was like a washing machine cycle just going around and around with no off button.

Because of this, when other people say these words it goes over my head and into the bin.

When I write these blogs I have to come with 100% facts, so this is what I’ve done.

  1. Children from broken families are 5 times more likely to suffer from damaging mental health problems.
  2. Children brought up by a singular parent rather than a duo are more likely to do badly at school, poor health, crime, addiction, and poverty.
  3. One in three children lives with a single parent and a step parent.

From when the divorced happened to years later I was emotionally distraught and distressed. I was happy with my friends I used to drum into my head that it was an ‘act’ but it wasn’t I was generally happy, but coming home was like a rollercoaster it had its highs and its lows.

Normally I would sit in my room, read books or normally sit there and think why me? Why not someone else? But I would never like anyone to have this situation however it happens, it really does because its reality and reality really did hit me fast. All of this made me feel heartless I don’t know how but it just did, I’m affectionate when I want to give it, like a cat really but I can turn heartless in a few seconds.

The one quote I see all the time and I mean like 20 times a day is ” My dad broke my heart way before any man had a chance to” is literally something I live and preach because it’s true he broke it, stomped on it and stressed me to a point where I couldn’t do it, it’s at that stage that I don’t know what love is, I have no idea.

When I was growing up I remember someone saying to me ” I wish my parents divorced” just know when I heard this my mood flipped, as usual, I was just highly disgusted, a few minor arguments here and there shouldn’t route out in a separation, for the parents from my point of view it looked easy but honestly I could tell it was difficult. Being a child you really don’t have a say in your parent’s marriage, but who am I to question? But who are you to say they should divorce?

Being in broken home results in a lot of things, such as:

  • Find it hard to trust
  • Avoid conversations
  • Very independent
  • Arguments are either emotional or we shut down
  • Vulnerability
  • Going home
  • Compassionate towards others
  • We bully ourselves
  • Difficult to express our own emotions
  • Read people like a book
  • Selectively social
  • Overprotective
  • Hate Tension
  • Strive to succeed

I find it extremely difficult to trust someone, I’ll say “I trust you” so easily but really I’m watching you and your movements because I’m really not stupid.

Sometimes I like to talk about myself in a positive manner but when the conversation gets deep I’ll either stay and chat for a few seconds then go, or if it’s a text I’ll just ignore your reply and go about my business.

I’m very independent and always have been, I like doing things for myself, I like getting credit for things I’ve done myself because then I’ll be noticed for a good few minutes, I rarely ask for help I’ll rather suffer in silence then ask for a second opinion it’s just not me never has been, never will be.

Well well well…if you’ve been in an argument with me you’ll know exactly how I’m like I’ll argue back with fire then when the opposite person starts talking I automatically get bored because I hear the same rubbish day in, day out. Once you’ve said something once, then once is enough don’t repeat yourself, I don’t want or need to hear it again. Once I’m bored in an argument my three favourite words come to life “I don’t care” these three words honestly rattle people because they’ll be out here writing paragraphs like they’ve scripted high school musical and then I’ll be there with the same dead replies.

I knew what vulnerability was from young, seeing someone throw stones at a glass house and just watching it shatter into a million pieces, once something is broken it can not be fixed.

Sometimes I hated going home but sometimes I didn’t like the people I was with so I’d magically make up a curfew, I’d like staying out just for the fact that I didn’t want to go home and deal with bullshit, I’d go home, eat, bathe then straight to bed it is what it is.

I’m highly compassionate towards other people if I care about you and I tell you I CARE about you just believe it don’t question my loyalty, I’m one of them people you can talk to in person but I’ll have to reply on text, weird? I know.

We bully ourselves well I do, I thought the whole divorce was my fault right at the start but I grew up told myself “Fix up” things slowly started getting better.

I find it very difficult to express my own emotions like it will get to a point where people say, “tell me” like it’s a national gossiping competition, honestly I’ll tell you to shut up.

Honestly, I can read people like a book not in the way where you look them up and down, but the emotions on your face, body posture, the way you explain things, sometimes you can just tell.

Selectively social that’s one thing I disagree on because I can vibe with everyone and anyone if you give off a bad aura I’m out.

I’m overprotective up to a point if I give you advice I’m giving it from the bottom of my heart, if you choose not to listen then go about your business, and don’t come back to me with the same scenario because I’ll dead it there and then.

Within family, I hate tension, with friends I really do not care.

Strive to succeed my favorite one, I failed a few GCSE’s I passed someone, went to college for two years passed the first year, walked out the second year with a diploma, the whole way through college I got told I wouldn’t get anywhere in life, I understand why never really went in, I messed around but I wasn’t dumb I got my assignments done on time, anyways two years later I’m on my way to setting up my own business within networking, have a successful blog I always have positive people around me, life is going sweet!

This goes back to the start of my blog “It has has made me so much stronger as time goes by”

Looking back at things it’s been hard but it has been a worthwhile journey so far, if my past didn’t happen I don’t think my future would have.



Hey, before I end this, don’t get it twisted my dad has pulled through at my times in need like when I’ve been stranded in London, but we clash a lot and hardly talk, he’s not a bad person but he shouldn’t have had kids, in my opinion, I believe if you don’t know the responsibilities of having a child don’t put them through the pain of growing up and constantly thinking if it was their fault or not.


Read and read carefully. 

Everyone home, situation, and person are different, this is my outcome of how I turned out, but there are other people suffering from a broken home it’s not easy at all, it hurts a lot but it depends on how you are as a person. I believe fully that it’s never the child’s fault, you’re a child live life to the fullest if your parents can’t be together that is up to them and unfortunately, you have to suffer just like the rest of us, however don’t feel like you’re alone talk to someone a close friend, family or even a counsellor, I wouldn’t recommend one of them though because they act like they know your life story in one session but that’s just me. 

I don’t like a helping hand personally but I love helping others, so if you need someone to talk to, don’t be afraid to message me I might look like a bitch but I’m friendly.

I’m not entirely sure this makes sense as I wrote this, this morning at 3 am but it looks ok. 

Hope everyone enjoyed my 5* X-Factor sob story

Teeks X









The McCann’s


May 3rd, 2007 a little girl named Madeline McCann aged just 3 years old went missing, 10 years on nowhere to be found.

I would love to say everyone must know this story as it’s literally publicized every single day in the news, papers, social media and all of the rest, but quite a few people don’t know the story especially if you’re not from the U.K or even Europe.

A small update for those of you that don’t know the story, but as I said, Madeline McCann was 3 when she went missing, she was on holiday with her parents Gerry and Kate McCann, sister, and brother who are twins, her parent’s friends, and their kids. The story sounds normal right…yeah about that so her parent’s and their friends left the hotel room to go out and have a meal, without their children.

One thing that I found interesting is that one newspaper said ” The most heavily reported missing person case in modern history”

What I don’t understand is why is this child so overly important?

There are over 140,000 kids that go missing each year if I could capitalize numbers that number would be big and bold. I honestly think it’s all down to money since this one family have literally rinsed their savings by putting money into the case and then want to come along and rinse our money as in the taxpayers, personally, I don’t pay taxes but my parents do and so do millions of other people and I would hate it for someone to work so hard for their money and next thing you know it vanishes into thin air on a case that should clearly be closed. Till this day whereabouts are still unknown…all this money and all they can say are unknown.

If anyone watches the news in detail or reads the newspapers even though half the time they chat shit or just write garbage, you would’ve seen the article publicized on ‘ The Telegraph’ August 4th, 2008 where both the parents were practically interrogated for 11 hours, they were asked 48 questions and 48 of them they magically couldn’t answer for why I have no clue, I’m going to pick a few questions they got asked and answer them myself.

  • Why did you say from the start that Madeline had been abducted?

Okay I sort of understand why they said ‘abducted’ straight away because when you come back in from being out you’d automatically assume that your children would be in the same place you left them, they could’ve said something along the lines of that, but instead, they chose to stay silent.

  •  Who contacted the authorities?

Simple question why couldn’t it of been answered I fully don’t understand, this didn’t even need much brain power.

  • What does ” We let her down” mean?

“We let her down” what does that mean you can’t say something like that and not explain your intentions, was this planned? Was it not? “We let her down”

  • Did you ask for a priest?

First of all what the hell is a priest going to do? The police can’t even pick up clues, so what exactly was the priest intentions.

  • What was Madeline’s behavior like?

How could you not answer that, answering a simple question, was she flustered? Excited?? Upset???

  • Is it true that in England you even considered handing over custody to a relative?

This is where it must’ve taken a turn, why would you want to hand over 1 of your 3 children over to a family member, the girl was 3 years old, was she more challenging than the other two or?? Deep it 3 years old or maybe even younger and you wanted to hand her over to someone else? I understand if you was having mental problems or even genuine problems but the fact you’re giving 1 child and not the whole bunch very baffled and confused.

  • Did you have any responsibility or intervention in your daughter’s disappearance?

If you generally didn’t do anything you would’ve answered the question with a simple ‘no’ like any parent would, but instead, they sat there dawdling their fingers saying nothing for why I don’t know.

One of the oddest things about this case is that I feel Gerry McCann hasn’t been very vocal throughout the whole ordeal. We see both faces plastered online, newspapers but he’s a very silent character I feel this shows he has something to hide, it’s always Kate that wants to sue someone, she’s overly vocal and I really think she needs to quieten down now because the whole case was blown out of proportion from the beginning.

If this case was to happen in the U.S.A or U.K they would’ve been done on the day for abandoning their children, I can’t talk about other countries because I have no idea on their laws.

Personally, I find the case ludicrous, absolutely ridiculous. There’s more to life then looking for this one little girl, if this was another child this case would get brushed to the side with the rest of the 140,000 other children, basically if you’re not rich and can’t afford Scotland yard or private detectives you might as well forget your child ever existed. Every 5 minutes another child goes missing, other parents aren’t getting half of the support actually not even a quarter of the support the McCann’s are receiving. Recently I’ve realized a lot of children go missing completely off of the map and all I see is posters go around, Sky news, BBC news, ITV news not one of them flick an eyelid about these other cases, but oh my lord a little girl in Portugal from the UK goes missing the media goes berserk!

Before I go any further I found a website regarding other missing children, and obviously for legal reasons I can’t list names but surely someone out here somewhere must have heard a name ‘Such a small world’ imagine when you go out you must walk past hundreds even thousands of people, does everyone you see look ok? Do they look dysfunctional? Scared? Lost? Frightened? Who knows, asking someone a general question to see if their okay there’s nothing wrong with it, if someone’s acting edgy towards you there could be something wrong even though half of the general public’s attitude stinks towards other people sometimes I hear ” I don’t want to get involved” or “It’s not my business” sometimes think twice before you say this, what if it was your sibling or a friend gone missing? You’d want people to get out there and search high and low, ask questions and so forth. The website I looked at was ( MissingKidsUK) there are kids on there that have just gone missing or have been missing for years and I believe every single one of these kids deserves recognition.

Funny place the UK is, 13 million cameras watching our every move, pin numbered, databased, neighborhood watched, GPS tracking, all this new technology around our wrists, in our hands or on our faces, who knew we could slip away so easily without a trace, weird thoughts just linger on my mind.


In all honesty, I think Madeline is dead and gone, but who knows there have been sightings of her worldwide but not many of these have been caught up with. All these people have gone missing you can’t focus a scheme on one person it’s ridiculous and I’m tired of it, but let’s be honest whether I’m tired or not this case will still continue to be investigated, recently I signed a petition ‘McCanns to be charged with neglect’ and I’m 100% all for it, you can’t leave your kids in a hotel in a foreign country alone, then go out to eat. A babysitter really was needed and couldn’t have been that expensive with their salary I’m pretty sure they could have afforded it, minor mistakes like these and look what the consequences were.

Anyways if this blog post goes far and anyone tries to slap a lawsuit on me can you try again in five years, I’m poor I have no money.

Teeks X

Caribbeans Vs. Africans


If your on Twitter and follow the right people no doubt you would’ve seen the argument between the two major black communities, the Africans and Caribbeans it happened nearly two weeks ago now, to be honest there’s always been conflict between them, these communities will never and I mean NEVER be the best of friends. Sad really as we’re all black all went through the same slavery you lot talk about most of the time.

Anyways if you haven’t figured by now I’m Caribbean, I’m from Grenada, Barbados and Guyana, and yes Guyana is part of the Caribbean don’t tell me otherwise it might be located in South America but until you do your research I don’t want to hear it. I’ll rep the Caribbean till the day I die, the culture, the people I love it whole heartedly, wouldn’t want to be from anywhere else to be honest, when I go back to one of my islands I automatically say “I’m going back home” because that’s where my home is, this England might be born and bred here but this culture where you celebrate the queen, not my portion mate.

So anyhow I was causally in the car back from London, hadn’t been on Twitter all day open the app now BOOM SHACKALAKA the black community were going off, it’s like everyone ate a bowl of bitch flakes and started corning each other left, right and centre so before I put my two pence in I had to find the original tweet that someone off, and the tweet said something along the lines of “Do Caribbean people have hall parties” and then someone replied saying “What do they wear? Batty riders” something like that, in my head that’s rude not just rude fucking rude.

Okay moving on a little, not moving on all the way I’ll sum all of this up properly at the end, but I heard another comment “Carnival isn’t influenced by Caribbean people” okay before I jumped the gun I did research and went back to the person, I ready knew it was Caribbean influenced but for the mood I was in I wasn’t ready for an argument, the exact quote I found said “South America and the Caribbean are the places where traditions finally met” Take that however you want but it’s a Caribbean celebration that has now been spread worldwide, by all means come down and celebrate the day with us but before you bash us remember who’s celebration your at. If you want to come at me and say ” Your wrong, you don’t know what your talking about” Go do your research, I know my own culture you can’t tell me different to be honest, you can further educate me but that’s about it.

Then I saw another tweet “We’re all black anyways” so if we’re all black why was there an argument, yes our culture, music, food may be different, but our colour is all the same , different shades but we’re all black or am I wrong? Really I just think some people need to be slapped across the face with a brick. Education in this England is FREE, looking up history on another culture is FREE, opening up your wayward mind is FREE. I can admit things I said shouldn’t of been said but anyone being angry when their culture is being slandered on you would react as well, if you have me on Snapchat you would’ve seen what I posted, I bounced of other people’s tweets, half of the things I said was true but the rest I was creasing to myself because I found it funny.

Back to back now I love the African culture, some of the food I’ve seen though ‘Spaghetti & Strawberries’ or ‘Banana & Rice’ yeah let me not comment on that still but then I know today or some today I’ll hear “But that’s what Somalis eat, we don’t claim Somalia” Well let me tell you now, Somalia is part of Africa claim your people. I have African friends so I’m not going to be out here bashing the culture, the clothes you lot wear for your hall parties never seen such good creativity, your music love it, the only food I really like is Nigerian Jollof rice, when that rice sweeps my tongue it’s like heaven.

Words of my own

I didn’t write this to bash anyone, I was going to do that at the beginning and just bash every single person in the process, but I’m mature so I’m keeping it 100, at the beginning I found it amusing because normally Caribbeans we keep it 100 on the Tl and if anyone bashes us we turn a blind eye, but I think on that day it really did get too much mostly because there are parts of our culture you don’t know about, we don’t publicise all our events 24/7 on the TL, the only thing I see being talked about is carnival obviously because it’s the biggest event of the year. To be honest on the TL both communities looked dumb can you imagine what the other communities must of been saying, normally our community for one all gets along there might be a slight bit of aggro here and there but that’s lamron<<<< try figure that word out. 

I just think it’s funny how we want all these movements like ( I’m black I matter or black lives matter) to work yet we’re at each others throats over minor things. we as a community get targeted enough as it is, and all of this just made things even worse, we have bigger problems like black on black crime, gangs, random police checks, racism and more to worry about, we’re getting at each other over our culture bit of a low blow in my eyes.

This so called event we are all waiting for ‘Nottinghill Carnival’ which for those of you that don’t know falls at the end of august, what’s the one rumour we hear every year “Carnival is getting cancelled this year” Every year I hear or see the same six words and I won’t be surprised if they do lock off the whole event it gets ruined every year, people always rolling with a weapon, why can’t people learn just to have fun without destroying someone’s life, thinking of bringing a weapon this year stay home.

This is a failing generation if people don’t fix their corrupt mentalities.

All I’m trying to say is their our bigger issues to worry about, staying alive is already a mission. Having these petty arguments over culture like get a life, rather then working against each other sometimes drop your uptight pride and work together. If you read my previous blog ‘We’re all different’ you would at least understand where I’m coming from I specifically said ” no race is more better then one, no ethnicity is more powerful, no colour is more superior then the other” I mean’t that sometimes get your head out your ass and look further on.

We’re all black, we all have melanin, we might be different shades but we’re one, we should stand in unity and address bigger issues. 

I’m not even going to give a release date for my next blog as I’m 7 days late releasing this one plus this took me all day to write, I don’t write things like this without facts especially as it’s so controversial I spent two hours finding information, but if anyone want’s to further educate me come at me with all the history books in the library. 

I’m out until next time.

Teeks X

Men are trash?


This term “Men are trash”  I see it all over twitter, sometimes I even entertain the term I don’t even know why, because men are not trash. It’s so normalised now I see this one saying over 100 times a day tweeted by different people, what the fuck do you mean men are trash how please? What because YOU fucked around with a few boys and they fucked you over you feel the need to categorise a whole gender?!? Does that make sense or? I’m generally baffled.

So if men are trash then so are women, but then I bet ‘some’ of you will want to come back and argue “but women go through so much” and all that rubbish but do men not go through things as well?

The same men you call ‘TRASH’ aren’t these the same ones that you want to be spoiled by on Valentines day, Christmas or even your birthday? Or am I wrong? Wait don’t answer that I know I’m not wrong.

I think women should stop saying this and that about one gender and focus on your own, why would it bother you what these men do, you lot talk about these men as if their the only ones that do wrong. Men cheat so do women, Men lie and so do women, we’re all sneaky at what we do to be honest, and you think no one notices ( Laugh with me) we all notice.

Okay lets move on a little not of topic but just forward, I literally skimmed & scammed someone else’s views on this same topic, I actually cried myself to sleep over what I read, okay so apparently “Men are trash” because all there species do is “Rape, abuse, kill and patronise women” Sorry but what?? Can women not do the exact same, women can rape a man but its hardly heard of because these news outlets are so one sided, women can abuse a man physically mentally all of that, more mentally because some of the things I see some of you women come out with woah you make my brain spin sideways, women can do anything a man can do I mean ANYTHING. Whoever turned them 3 words into a movement I don’t know what was going in your head that’s just so weird, there’s bigger problems in the world then this.

My own words

Basically what I’m trying to say is you shouldn’t categorise one whole gender because a few males treated you bad, there are many good men out there, and you shouldn’t compare one gender to the other as different because theoretically speaking what a man can do so can a woman, except from give birth and all of that but you should know what I mean, a man can rape a woman, a woman can rape a man. Don’t be so narrow minded, follow your own mind and open your eyes to what the real world is showing you & you might just learn a thing or two. And literally whoever created them three words, your trash I don’t care you’re TRASH.

Teeks X